i hate the state i'm in now!!
how i wish i'll be able to drink like i did that night with lao da and gang
now!
[get drunk!]i miss those times we gather!the fun we had..i miss u guys loads!!i miss cai hua,lyn,phoebe,yiling!!i miss all my frens but i dun wan school!!!SO many things running through my head!!PROBLEMS AFTER PROBLEMS..they seems never ending to ME..i'm really tired..what am i supposed to do to end all this..i 'm afraid i won't be able to take it..i'm LOST..promos coming..and i have yet to really start revising..wat's with me..aren't i afraid at all!!??I AM ACTUALLY..I MUST GET INTO MY STUDY MODE NOW!!!AND YA..RIGHT NOW!!i dun wanna LIVE IN REGRETS. [h o l d b a c k a l l t h o s e t e a r s]i wish i could..
